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| On 25th October |
| 10.27.05 (9:14 am) [edit] |
How should I begin... Hmmm... On my birthday, a week ago, Pjan(yeah yeah.. he's my nightmare) sent a message "Kalau masih tak terlambat, happy birthday".. That was at 10pm. I replied him, doesn't matter whether it is late or early.. most important is his thought of me. He sent one more message... "Saya nak inform awak ni, saya dah jadi permenant staff, doakan saya cepat2 naik pangkat."
Well...Before that, I was okay... my mood was neutral, but after that message i felt so jealous with him... He got everything.. a steady girlfriend, a job... Nape aku tak boleh kalau dia lebih dari aku?? I thought that i'm already fully recovered from my heartache caused by him... tp nape masih ade perasaan ni?? Lantak dia lah nak kerja ke, ape ke... That made me thinking a while.
On 25th October... his birthday. I called him at 11pm to wish him happy birthday. I called his home, not his mobile phone. Then someone answered...
Aku: Nak cakap ngn Pjan?
???: Ha.
Aku: Ni aini.
???: Ha.
Aku: Pjan ke ni?
???: Tak, ni abang dia...
Aku: Astaghfirullah... kita nak cakap ngn Pjan.
???: Jap jap.
Then, i just wished pjan happy birthday... hang up.
Pjan texted me.. "Thanx for da wish. Nape suara cam takut?"
I replied... " Sbb td Along jawab. Takut dia marah."
Pjan texted:" Takpe, dia tak marah..."
No... I won't forget what happened between me and his brother... Along. When i was with Pjan (when I was his girl), along was kinda nice to me. Everytime I went to his house, Along okay je. After we broke up, nothing happened until I got a message from Along... Along marah2... i didn't know why? So, I replied something rude too coz he sent rude messages to me... We kinda "bergaduh besar" that time... In fact, kejadian tu causing my relationship with Mama(Pjan's mom), Abah(Pjan's dad), May(Pjan's sis) and KuKu(Pjan's lil bro) dingin... till now. Aku jadi malu nak call Mama even though Mama dah bgtau yg Along buat camtu sbb dia jealous ngn aku... Dia tak dapat bawak awek dia jumpa Mama... Apa yg terjadi pada aku ngn Pjan buat Mama fikir dua kali nak ajak awek along datang umah dia... That was why Along got angry with me.
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| Funny |
| 10.17.05 (9:25 am) [edit] |
The Equation:
7 Glance = 1 Smile
7 Smile = 1 Meeting
7 Meeting = 1 Kiss
7 Kisses = 1 Proposal
7 Proposal = 1 Marriage -
And that 1 Bloody marriage has 777777777777 problems.
So beware of glance!
Plan For Future:
Teacher asks children, what do u wish 2 do in future?
Ram: I want 2 b a pilot.
Vinod: I want 2 b a doctor.
Deepa: I want 2 b a good mother.
Ravi: I want 2 help Deepa.
Exams:
Exams are like GIRL FRIENDS;
1,Too Many Questions.
2,Difficult to Understand.
3,More Explanation is Needed.
4,Result is always FAIL!
Liar:
A man is dying of Cancer.
His son asked him, "Dad, why do u keep telling people u're dying of AIDS?"
Answer: "So when I'm dead no one will dare touch ur mom
Delivered:
Sardar sent a SMS to his pregnant wife. Two seconds later a report came to his phone and he started dancing. The report said, "DELIVERED".
Three Feelings:
What's the difference between stress, tension and panic?
Stress is when wife is pregnant, Tension is when girlfriend is pregnant, and Panic is when both are pregnant
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| Funny |
| 10.17.05 (9:24 am) [edit] |
Some examples of why the human race has probably evolved as far as possible. These are actual instruction labels on consumer goods...
On Sears hairdryer:
Do not use while sleeping.
(Gee, that's the only time I have to work on my hair!)
On a bag of Fritos:
You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside.
(The shoplifter special!)
On a bar of Dial soap:
Directions: Use like regular soap.
(and that would be how?)
On some Swann frozen dinners:
Serving suggestion: Defrost.
(But it's 'just' a suggestion!)
On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert: (printed on bottom of the box)
Do not turn upside down.
(Too late! you lose!)
On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding:
Product will be hot after heating.
(Are you sure? Let's experiment.)
On packaging for a Rowenta iron:
Do not iron clothes on body.
(But wouldn't that save more time?)
(Whose body?)
On Boot's Children's cough medicine:
Do not drive car or operate machinery.
(We could do a lot to reduce the construction accidents if we just kept those 5 year olds off those fork lifts.)
On Nytol sleep aid:
Warning: may cause drowsiness.
(One would hope!)
On a Korean kitchen knife:
Warning: keep out of children.
(hmm...something must have gotten lost in the translation...)
On a string of Christmas lights:
For indoor or outdoor use only.
(As opposed to use in outer space.)
On a food processor:
Not to be used for the other use.
(Now I'm curious.)
On Sainsbury's peanuts:
Warning: contains nuts.
(but no peas?)
On an American Airlines packet of nuts:
Instructions: open packet, eat nuts.
(somebody got paid big bucks to write this one...)
On a Swedish chainsaw:
Do not attempt to stop chain with your hands.
(Raise your hand if you've tried this...)
On a child's Superman costume:
Wearing of this garment does not enable you to fly.
(Oh go ahead! That's right, destroy a universal childhood belief
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| LOVE LOVE LOVE |
| 10.17.05 (9:21 am) [edit] |
"LOVE is....!"
LOVE IS WHEN u wake up, he is already on ur mind
LOVE IS WHEN u lost ur heart, he iz all that u can find
LOVE IS WHEN u want 2 be the 1 to dry his eyes
LOVE IS WHEN u see the truth in every 1 of his lies
LOVE IS WHEN u want 2 listen 2 all his whims and woes,
LOVE IS WHEN u want him 2 take care everywhere he goes.
LOVE IS WHEN he calls u, ur heart goes a flutter.....
LOVE IS WHEN u see him; "I LOVE HIM", u silently shutter
LOVE IS WHEN u tell the world that u love him so
LOVE IS WHEN u have told the world but "HE" does not know
LOVE IS WHEN ur eyes light up when u see him there...
LOVE IS ALSO WHEN u hear ur heart breaks, when he held hands with "her"
LOVE IS ALSO WHEN u crumbled inside when they say it will LAST FOREVER
LOVE IS ALSO WHEN u cry inside yet smile outside when they say "HI" 2 u
LOVE IS ALSO WHEN u held ur breath & said: "How do u do..?"
LOVE IS ALSO WHEN u let him go...u know he is happy now
LOVE IS ALSO WHEN u know u`ll get over him somehow
LOVE IS ALSO WHEN his happiness is what matters 2 u
LOVE IS ALSO WHEN u let him love her... and not love u true.
LOVE IS WHEN u`ll still love him..and still..he`ll never know...
LOVE IS WHEN u`ll swallow the pain and slowly let go...
Yet... love is a funny thing...
LOVE IS WHEN u smile when u hear its "him & her" no more.....
LOVE IS WHEN u hear he sent her through the door
LOVE IS WHEN u try 2 "BUMP" into him again...
LOVE IS WHEN he`ll say "HI" 2 u & there is no more pain.
LOVE IS SUDDENLY REAL LOVE when he says he loves u too
LOVE IS SUDDENLY RAEL LOVE when his life revolves around u
LOVE IS SUDDENLY REAL LOVE when he says he has always loved u but he didnt dare,
LOVE IS SUDDENLY REAL LOVE when he says he always loved u but thought u didnt care,
LOVE IS SUDDENLY REAL LOVE when now its all coming true
LOVE IS SUDDENLY REAL LOVE when u love him and he loves u.....
LOVE IS SUDDENLY REAL LOVE when now ur life is nearly complete
LOVE IS SUDDENLY REAL LOVE when everyday its him u meet.
LOVE IS SUDDENLY REAL LOVE when ur friends accept him too
LOVE IS SUDDENLY REAL LOVE when u can have time for them & him & u
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| Astrology & sex |
| 10.17.05 (9:18 am) [edit] |
Aries
Raunchy Aries is one of the most passionate and impetuous of the signs.Feelings run high when ardent Aries is around. You go all out for what youwant - no sitting around waiting for others to make the first move. Whatyou like is short, sharp sex. The basic Aries energy is rapacious,self-oriented, and self-confident. When you finally fall in love, rather than in lust, the romantic and somewhat naive side of your fire nature emerges, but you will remain headstrong and passionate. No matter how romantically inclined, Aries passion is indissolubly linked to love, so you want to express your feelings in a very direct way
Taurus
By far the most sensual of the signs, Taurus has a passionate nature and a strong sex drive. You are turned on by beautiful people and places. Your earthy, solid body exudes sensuality and arouses desire, but you hesitate to move in on a prospective lover, preferring to be asked. Despite a strong libido, you are not driven by lust. You like a stable, orderly life and are renowned for possessiveness; an active sex life is usually part of an ongoing partnership.When you fall in love, you fall heavily and finally. You are committed for life. Love is something Taurus takes very seriously indeed.
Gemini
A restless seeker after new sensations, Gemini never stays still. You dance with partner after partner in an intricate sexual gavotte. Your urge for communication demands continual movement. For you, sex is an intellectual activity. You may like to discuss feelings, but you don't need them. One of your greatest problems in relationships is understanding how other people feel. Indeed, you can be so insensitive to people's feelings that you unthinkingly dash their hopes of love without even being aware of it. To overcome this, you need to listen as well as talk. Gemini values friendship over love.
Cancer
Cancer is the sign with a powerf ul urge to nurture people. Your sexual style is caring, concerned, and oriented towards sharing. You feel a need to take care of your partner. Yours is a sentimental, romantic sign. When you fall in love you want the works: hearts, flowers, and a huge wedding. In love, your biggest problem is oversensitivity. You are jealous and possessive. You want your partner's undivided love because it makes you feel secure. As a tactile sign, you enjoy kissing and cuddling. Snuggling up with the one you love makes you feel good. Cancer is a great holder of hands.
Leo:
The natural king of the zodiac, Leo loves to be the center of attention and to be in love - which is not difficult since you are ruled by the sun and have a warm-hearted nature. As a fire sign, you are exceedingly passionate and sexually demanding. You are a confident and self-assured lover. People tend to notice you. You are dramatic and full of vitality and bounce, like a boisterous lion cub. But, unlike a cub, you rad iate an irresistible sexual power that draws everyone into fascinated orbit around you.
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| Personality Summary |
| 10.17.05 (9:11 am) [edit] |
Your Personality Type
You are a 'mover' who likes to focus on the 'here and now' rather than the past or future. You appreciate the present moment. You are a good listener and people notice that.
Your Motto
"Just do it!" You prefer 'doing' rather than thinking and analyzing.
How You Work best
You learn fastest when you can pick up items and actually see and touch them, rather than just read about them. When working on a computer it would be best for you to print out your work and hold it in your hands. Your brain becomes active when your hands are in motion.
Your Life Situation
You are not fully satisfied with your current life situation. It is in your own hands, though, to change this. Every day you have the opportunity to improve your life situation by making decisions that suit your personality best. Making decisions that suit your personality best benefits all areas of your life: your relationships, your career, your love life, your goals, your family life, and your health.
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| He broke my heart |
| 10.17.05 (9:09 am) [edit] |
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~*~*~*~*~*~*~
He broke my heart
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~*~*~*~*~*~*~
I gave more than second chances, and you still came back for more;
to hurt me even worse than you ever did before.
I let you back into my life and you decided I'm not what you need.
You decided we'd been together, "too long"- I'm not the only one you see.
I don't think anything hurt more than you saying, "lets just be friends."
So now I've decided to stop you. This is where it all ends.
You've walked on me over and over again, but still I saw no harm.
Maybe I was blinded by what I wanted, and all you charm.
I let you inside my heart and now after too much time,
I'm letting you out in tears and thoughts. I'm getting you out of my mind.
Because today I start my life without you, I'll be in a world without pain.
Today I'll start to see light outside, instead of being trapped in the rain.
I know when I see you- inside I'll break down
and cry at the sight of the new girl you've found.
But when you start to see me with guys you never knew-
The one who is gonna be filled with regret is- the one and only YOU!
All the hearts you break, all the games you play
will all come back to haunt you one day.
All the words you said to me will be thrown back in your face.
and that's the day I'll be sure I'm happy to be out of this place.
For all the truth I gave you, you paid me back with lies.
the part of me that you became today... I hope it dies.
Because it was a mistake to ever let you in;
to let what started ever even begin.
Once a player always a player, is all I have to say about you.
Low places and cheap girls is the only place you're going to.
So, if we're friends or if we're not, never forget
I was the best thing that you're ever gonna get!
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| Feeling so nervous. |
| 07.08.05 (9:56 am) [edit] |
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Tonight, I'll be going back to Kuala Lumpur. It will take about 9 hours to arrive KL from Kota Bharu, my hometown. Tomorrow, I will register to get a new room. Hope that the room is in the second or third level coz it is impossible to get first floor. So many things to settle... unpack my stuff, clean the new room... and on monday, ready to class... For next semester, I take Digital control System, Intelligent System, Professional Ethics, Machine Vision and Instruments... Hope that this new semester I'll be more hardworking and determined to study...
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| THINGS TO DO IN NEXT YEARS>>> |
| 06.23.05 (4:40 pm) [edit] |
1. Complete my degree.
2. Begin to work.
3. Build a house fro Ummi.
4. Settle down with a handsome and loving soulmate.
5. Buy a car.
6. Send Ummi and Buya to Mecca.
....INSYAALLAH
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| My Wish List |
| 06.23.05 (4:35 pm) [edit] |
1. Want to be what I am preparing to be... an engineer.
2. Want to build a house to my mother.
3. Want to send my parents to Mecca to perform Hajj.
4. Want to help my bros. and sis so that all of them suceed.
5. Want to be rich... a huge mansion in Damansara Height.
6. Want to serve Allah and be a good Muslim... no more big sins.
7. Want to die in Iman.
8. Want to have three cute children.
9. Want to have a loving, caring and understanding soulmate.
10. Want to be in heaven... Amin.
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| I'm Miss Lonely.. |
| 06.21.05 (11:47 pm) [edit] |
arghhh... today I'm all alone.. My friends Ezree and Aishah absent today.. Ezree said she was so annoyed by the surroundings coz everyone here seem to know her affair with an engineer here. Aishah, she said she was so lazy to come... But I think she was so afraid with Ezree... maybe because she told the secret to Insa. So, I have lunch alone today... I feel like I don't want to go to work tomorrow.. But, I don't know coz tomorrow we'll have a Bon Voyage party.
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| My favourite books.. |
| 06.20.05 (10:50 pm) [edit] |
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| My favourite tv series.. |
| 06.20.05 (10:49 pm) [edit] |
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| My favourite movies |
| 06.20.05 (10:48 pm) [edit] |
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| My favourite games... |
| 06.20.05 (10:46 pm) [edit] |
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| try |
| 06.20.05 (6:49 pm) [edit] |
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| A day in Penang |
| 06.19.05 (4:52 pm) [edit] |
I went to Penang yesterday... Quiet excited to go there because I haven't been in Penang for 12 years. I want to see the changes in Penang. From my aunty's house in Perlis, it took about only 2 hours to reach Penang. I've seen a lot of changes in Penang.. There are many tall buildings. I remember when I visited Penang in 1993, the only tall building was KOMTAR building. There are many old schools and houses. The design of the houses there is the colonial design. This is because Penang was colonised by British people. I've seen Penang Turf Club where the scene of P. Ramlee's "Ibu Mertuaku" was taken. I also saw Penang Free School, an elit boy school in Penang and one of the oldest schools in Malaysia. Then, I went to Gurney Plaza.... OOOhhh... So happy being there.... Wish i can go to Penang again....
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| Face The Problem... Don't Run From It... |
| 06.15.05 (11:56 pm) [edit] |
Face The Problem... Don't Run From It...
When any problem happens, don't run from it. Just face it. I've read my friend's private message. I should've not read it, it was her privacy... But that time, I don't know I felt eager to read it. When I read it, I found the greatest secret. She's having an affair with a married man. I knew the man coz we(my friend and I) go to a training in the same company where he works as an engineer... When she found out that I read the message, she freaked out, also the engineer. The engineer got angry with me. The way he handled me showed that he was not a professional person. I told my friend the truth that I read her message, she forgave me.. I felt relieve because Everything was okay.. Finally... So, the conclusion is that we have to face the problem and try to tell the truth even if the true things are always bitter...
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| The Keys to My Heart |
| 06.15.05 (5:11 pm) [edit] |
The Keys to My Heart
I am attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, I feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and I am told that I'm loved.
I'd like to my lover to think I am optimistic and happy.
I would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
My ideal relationship is comforting. I crave a relationship where I always feel warmth and love.
My risk of cheating is zero. I care about society and morality. I would never break a commitment.
I think of marriage as something precious. I'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, I think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
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